Brains Out!

Baby, I grind.

2010-04-19T16:09:00.000-07:00

i think about you way too much.

2010-01-24T18:45:00.000-08:00

I was trying to describe you to someone a few days ago. You don't look like any girl I've ever seen before.I couldn't say "Well she looks just like Jane Fonda, except that she's got red hair, and her mouth is different and of course, she's not a movie star..."I couldn't say that because you dont look like Jane Fonda at all.I finally ended up describing you as a movie I saw when I was a child in Tacoma Washington. I guess I saw it in 1941 or 42, somewhere in there. I think I was seven, or eight, or six.It was a movie about rural electrification, a perfect 1930's New Deal morality kind of movie to show kids. The movie was about farmers living in the country without electricity. They had to use lanterns to see by at night, for sewing and reading, and they didn't have any appliances like toasters or washing machines, and they couldn't listen to the radio. They built a dam with big electric generators and they put poles across the countryside and strung wire over fields and pastures.There was an incredible heroic dimension that came from the simple putting up of poles for the wires to travel along. They looked ancient and modern at the same time.Then the movie showed electricity like a young Greek god, coming to the farmer to take away forever the dark ways of his life. Suddenly, religiously, with the throwing of a switch, the farmer had electric lights to see by when he milked his cows in the early black winter mornings. The farmer's family got to listen to the radio and have a toaster and lots of bright lights to sew dresses and read the newspaper by.It was really a fantastic movie and excited me like listening to the Star Spangled Banner, or seeing photographs of President Roosevelt, or hearing him on the radio "... the President of the United States... "I wanted electricity to go everywhere in the world. I wanted all the farmers in the world to be able to listen to President Roosevelt on the radio....And that's how you look to me

I thought of you.

2009-11-14T17:55:00.000-08:00

I Guess I'm Falling In Love.

2009-11-09T20:43:00.000-08:00

You think I'm lonely.

2009-11-02T11:46:00.000-08:00

My life exploded, but it's actually quite lovely.

Take your dads car and we'll go to the city.

2009-10-28T19:55:00.000-07:00

http://teenageteardrops.bigcartel.com/product/dear-jd-salinger-i-forgive-you-signed-yoko
My friend wrote a book with Spencer Moody, and you should buy it. I'm so proud of him!

Oh my god, I die.

2009-10-24T22:06:00.000-07:00

BUH-NANAS!

2009-10-02T13:38:00.000-07:00

Steve Berra is my favorite acting, directing, skateboarding, Scientologist.

Old Man Crushes.

2009-09-25T15:58:00.000-07:00

This is one of the only pictures where Dr. Drew doesn't look airbrushed and creepy, but I have recently developed a small crush on him.

Freedom, Freewill, And Youth.

2009-08-27T09:49:00.000-07:00

Being unemployed is all about coffee, vicodin, craigslist, and trips to the beach to clear my brain of certain tensions.

Also The Horrors are the coolest band of 2009.

Just Like Honey.

2009-08-03T18:41:00.000-07:00

My birthday is in November and I want these things:

Top Shop

Top Shop

Alexander Wang for Opening Ceremony

Acne for Opening Ceremony

Erin Wasson RVCA for Opening Ceremony

Ostwald Heglaston for Opening Ceremony

By Arms and Armory

Also I decided to take a spur of the moment trip to New York since it is my last year being a teenager, to look for weird punk 45's and explore the city with old friends. I'm also planning on writing a book of short stories which I may or may not do anything with.

That's all for now.

2009-07-26T14:14:00.000-07:00

Blood start drippin in my Budweiser can.

2009-04-26T13:36:00.000-07:00

2009-04-19T21:56:00.001-07:00

The Black Lips in India is so cool.

2009-03-29T12:48:00.000-07:00

You're living for nothing now, I hope you're keeping some kind of record.

2009-03-26T22:57:00.000-07:00

The 80's weren't so bad were they.

Wear Your Love Like Heaven.

2009-03-15T23:12:00.000-07:00

Donovan 1966.

I've got a junkies itch for summertime. I need positive vibes.

Highways Flew By.

2009-03-14T11:21:00.000-07:00

I don't even care I love this song. The whole album really, and the video. I'm also seriously considering the Karen O bowl cut.

I want to live.

2009-03-12T19:42:00.000-07:00

This week has taught me to give up on the following things:

My job.
Being legitimate to anyone.
And not smoking.

Words could never make up for what you do.

2009-03-09T19:54:00.000-07:00

San Francisco was beautiful and surreal.

I didn't take enough pictures as usual, and these ones don't do this day justice, but here they are.

You Can't Hurry Love.

2009-03-05T18:45:00.000-08:00

I love new pop music right now.

The Pains of Being Pure At Heart

2009-03-04T11:17:00.000-08:00

My little scholar was accepted to Colombia University today!

Congrats Mari!

Let me in.

2009-02-25T10:04:00.000-08:00

I brought home a present for everyone from San Francisco. Ladies and Gentlemen, Rick Shapiro...

Give up. Stop dancing and cry.

2009-02-14T14:42:00.001-08:00

Kime Buzzelli is a genius and an inspiration. Here, see for yourself.

No one belongs here more than you.

2009-01-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

Joan Baez: It ain't me babe

I'm stuck between party girl and workaholic. Between snot nosed teenage brat and thirty five year old business woman. I want to be so smart and then do dumb things. I want old things and I'm starting new things. I'm so afraid I'm missing out on life that I take everything too far. My passion for everything makes me look naive and I'm probably the most aware of it, but certainly not the only one. I'm the biggest snob and the most terrified person on earth.

Someday we could be dignified and old together.

2009-01-24T11:08:00.000-08:00

I can't smile at anything today. I've been partying way to hard lately. I'm making it a goal to stay home all week next week.

After a lot of texting, missed calls and interneting, it's official, I'm the owner of a round trip to San Francisco. This feels positive.

Lie to me, like I lie to you.

2009-01-17T19:51:00.000-08:00

I'm sick of dance music and drugs. I'm significantly less happy then I was yesterday. I wouldn't say 'unhappy" still. I pulled some girls hair out last night. It felt great. I could fill a lot of voids that way I think. I never understood why my guy friends would start fights at parties when I was younger, and although I feel kind of crummy saying it, I think I get it. Granted I didn't start the fight I was just taking care of my friends. I'm sick of waking up to my heartbeat rattling my clavicle.

I forfeit the "new one" last night at about 3:30 AM. I think it was one of those things are much too complicated to work. It was more glamor then anything. Vapid. Not real, Like sharing a bottle of strawberry wine on someones drive way you don't know and being too drunk to walk home. Not real like that.

It's always summer back in Alabama.

2009-01-16T13:43:00.000-08:00

A few things have happened so far this year:

Alex called me a few weeks ago to tell me that he was working on a tiny road bike. One hounded and thirty bucks I should not have spent later, it's mine. It's just an old Schwinn, but the Chicago ones, the good ones.

My mom moved to Vermont to marry her high school sweetheart. She spent ten long days living with me before she left. In those ten days she didn't have a sober moment. I didn't say goodbye and I probably won't see her for at least a year. I never thought I'd be one of those people estranged from their parent or parents, but there is only so much one can take. I was shampooing one of my clients yesterday at work and she started telling me about a U.S. Airways plane that had just crashed in to the Hudson river. My knees immediately buckled and all he blood drained out of my face. I figured it was karma for being so mean. Needless to say it wasn't her plane, I just needed to feel like a bad person.

I really love my job. My teachers are good people who I've grown up around and know about the same things I do and want to see me do well. Still my anxiety about work has reached an all time high. Standards for everything are extremely high and I'm left feeling in adequate, but I'm still there for a reason and I'll happily stay there as long as I am welcome.

I'll do anything that will make me happy. Even if it's only for twenty minutes, it's been working well so far. At this point I can't even imagine what a week will bring.

I'm gunna be the first to make it right.

2008-12-30T12:35:00.000-08:00

Saturday I worked my last night at Gavi. It was bittersweet. But things just haven't been the same since Craig and Diego left. Besides I have and adult job now that I need to focus more energy into. I've been talking myself in to quitting for a month and I think I'm still trying to convince myself that it was a good idea. I just have this sad little attachment to it. That job has seen so many hangovers a few tears and a lot of fun. I gave hugs and said goodbyes to all the people I worked with for two years, but never said a full sentence to in one language. The busser who would called me "fucking delicious" and ask me to go play pool with him at main street every Saturday. The kid who smokes meth and weighs out coke to sell though the back in the bathroom. The last big adult thing I had to do this year. Maybe?

Went to Justin's to see Finally Punk in Tempe Sunday night. The cops came and the show was relocated before we even got there. Everyone in Tempe looks really young, maybe everyone in Tucson is old, but in Tempe I had the feeling that half the kids there lied to their parents about it. Finally Punk played. I didn't talk to anyone I didn't already know besides Natalia's new friend Jose who offered us a place to crash. We split and drove to Jose's I don't really remember being there the next thing I knew I was driving to the last party to pick up Justin. Justin was only in my car for about five minutes before the puking started. Back at Jose's I don't remember much. Somehow ended up back at Justin's. Passed out freezing for about an hour then met up with the rest of my drunk Tucson caravan. We all fought about who was going to drive all the way back to Tucson at 5 am.

Tomorrow is new years eve. What the fuck right? 2008 was so adult for me. I got so much stuff done this year it's incredible. Stuff I was laying in my bed when I was sixteen dreaming about, but not thinking I'd ever really do it. Well here I am doing it. This year will probably be my last year in Tucson. I say "probably" because whenever I actually set the date it never happens. So I'm keeping my plans casual and in like ten months or so maybe fourteen when my contract with Toni and Guy is up, I'll pack my bags and drive to LA crash on Tim and Anthony's floor until I find a job and a home. It's either that or I get my tattoos removed and move to New York to become the worlds shortest runway model.

I'm not letting anything bother me this year. It's not worth it. I want my last memories of Tucson to be happy ones. I don't want Tucson to be tainted for me all my life that's what I've tried to make it. I'm not going to stay here, but my best friends are here and it is happy. If I survive tomorrow this is going to be a very positive year.

Strawberry Wine.

2008-12-26T13:24:00.000-08:00

Christmas was a success, Gianni Bini boots and Chanel perfume from dad, and a copy of "The Road To Los Angeles" by Fante from my sixteen year old sister, along with a card that read, " Merry Christmas Dumb ass, Remember....PMA!" I about cried.

Then like every year we went to my dad's boss's Christmas party where everyone got boozed up and awkward. I dragged Maria with me and we spent half the night trying to figure out if the only guy close to our age was gay or not. I guess he's not. Later I picked up my old friend Anthony Anzalone who is in town for Christmas from his family's crazy Christmas party. He was wasted on his uncle's scotch, and his ant had just asked if he was gay. Harsh. Amongst other hilarious quotes I can't remember Anthony said: "I'm like god with downs syndrome, or Leonardo DiCaprio without a dick." He also asked everyone for a list of their fears on the back of their senior picture. Merry Christmas everyone.

I don't wanna leave you broken hearted, but you don't like rock n' roll.

2008-12-25T13:00:00.000-08:00

I saw Milk Tuesday while my car was in the shop. I really enjoyed it. I haven't been able to say that about a movie recently. It was heroic and charming enough to make the lip of even the most fundy christian quiver.

How's Jehovah tonight? What does he think of quantum theory?

2008-12-25T12:55:00.000-08:00

It is high time that "Brains out!" is revamped. From now on I will be posting regularly. "Brains out!" is a public collection of sober and unsober thoughts. Some that makes sense, others that don't. Some are good ideas that go bad or unfinished. This is mostly therapy. Stay tuned.

Looking for the magic.

2008-11-11T10:40:00.000-08:00

i haven't forgotten.

My mind made up i'm so fed up.

2008-11-10T08:57:00.000-08:00

the black lips covering the king khan and bbq show! weeeeeeee

I want you around.

2008-03-24T22:07:00.001-07:00

SXSW Day Two!

Margarita breakfast! at Cancun's the best Mexican food I've ever had! That's fucking serious coming from an Arizonan.

Jay Reatard at Vice Mag party day one.

Andy having a mental collapse in front of Red 7.

Pissed Jeans at the Sub Pop showcase.

So creepy.

So pissed.

No Age. New songs are so amazing!

Later on at 2 am Fucked up, No Age & Mr.Free on the bridge but, I don't have any pictures of that cause there were about 10,000 people there.

I just know that something good is gonna happen .

2008-03-24T13:01:00.000-07:00

PMA tour 2008/ The road to SXSW day 1:

The first minutes of the endless drive through Texas.

Charlie, Andy &, Andy's mustache.

I'd been warned by several people about the misery that is El Paso, TX. So I'd planned on sleeping right through it, but fifteen minutes into El Paso we ran over a piece of metal, thus destroying our tire.

Charlie fixing the tire. Our hero! So it turned out I spent a lot more time in El Paso then I ever wanted to.

Seventeen hours later, Mr. Free house show!

VIP status at the children's museum, which just meant free popov & red bull which got us in a lot of trouble which I'll get into later on...

The setting was pretty perfect, everyone was having a magical time.

Positive Magical Attitude.

My friends The mae shi.

Tucson & LA where everywhere!

Mika Miko & "straight vodka"

and the drummer from Motorhead?

Kaia had one too many vodka's so I had to call a cab. Thankfully Nick helped get her outside where I got into a fight with some frat boy type & screamed "you dumb mother fucker" on the corner while waiting for my cab with Kaia's head on my knee & was probably "don'ted" on Vice.

Keep the wet dream alive.

2008-03-09T13:01:00.000-07:00

Let's start rumors.

Happy Birthday Justin.

Sorry.

I'm not scared to die before I get old.

2008-03-05T20:55:00.000-08:00

I'M GOING TO AUSTIN NEXT WEEK!

Almost gold.

2008-03-03T20:42:00.001-08:00

BORING.

You kissed me shy as though I'd never been your lover.

2008-02-19T15:14:00.000-08:00

and if you won't come back
how will you phone to say
you won't come back
so that I could at least argue

I dont care if it's bad. I dont care if it's shallow. Where ever you go I'll follow.

2008-02-15T12:40:00.000-08:00

"Don't be afraid. I'm not. As long as you don't hurt me more then I like to be hurt. I will do anything you ask. You should never be ashamed of things like that, I mean you musnt, be. You know theres nothing wrong. Nothing is wrong. I think the only way that any of us can ever be happy is to let it all hang out. And to do it all. Fuck it. "

Honey knows I never lie & I'll be here until this feeling dies.

2008-01-27T09:28:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we went to Sarah's parents house for her 21st.

We drank bloody mary's, ate cake, & sucked helium out of all the balloons.

Embarrassing?

We made Sarah's mom a bloody mary, she would start crying every time she took a picture of Sarah. She hugged me & told me that we're having my 21st at their place too.

What more could you ask for? Really.

Bye ABL! Be safe, easy on the whiskey! See you in a month!

Someday we could be dignified and old together.

2008-01-26T12:22:00.001-08:00

These are my friends.

These two wish they were white. And gay. The American dream.

^ Mom and Dad played host and hostess. Ironically I have no pictures of Sarah from last night, but I can tell you that she looked just like Patty Boyd. Happy birthday Sarah!

I was born to lose my breath.

2008-01-22T20:32:00.000-08:00

This is my life!

This wholesome picture does them no justice, but these are two of the biggest ragers I know! Vincent & one of our instructors Keith who has been apart of the witness protection program, escaped a string of dead male hairdresser friends, almost died, he's been flashed by Drew Barrymore, he was in the movie Tank Girl. All around intense dude! Someone killed themselves behind our school last night & we were the only ones brave enough to go check out the scene. Heath Ledger also died today. I was the first to find out so I created a scene at school, then I painted my nails black in class to mach my mood over Heath's death. And now I don't even know what to do with myself. Everyone pour one out for Heath. Good thing his last role was Dylan in "I'm not there."

Looking for the magic.

2008-01-20T21:02:00.000-08:00

This is my dearest friend.
I want to go to New York so I can take the train to see her once a week.
Since I cannot seem to make myself happy in Arizona.

I wanna be your dog.

2008-01-07T21:26:00.000-08:00

This is a portrait of my hair By my friend Mariana.

Free Will.

2008-01-01T22:42:00.000-08:00

2007 ended exactly the way it should have. Bloody & humiliating.

Punk rock dream come true.

2007-12-12T11:22:00.000-08:00

Kal lagerfeld talks about how he doesn't care about what Coco Channel thinks about his designs for Channel. My hero!

Its spathic! It's tragic!

2007-12-06T17:06:00.000-08:00

Nostalgia.

Melt Banana WILL melt your face off!!

Too young to drink and too smart to think.

2007-12-06T16:51:00.000-08:00

Tyler in back home fresh from North Carolina.

And full of "sparks"

And a lot of intense stories to tell.

Happy Hanukkah!!

Your divorce, your breakdown, your tears in a vial.

2007-12-03T11:22:00.000-08:00

http://www.theheartworm.com/indestructiblewolves

Mind blowing greatness is happening somewhere.

And if the lights are all out i'll follow your bus downtown.

2007-11-25T10:41:00.000-08:00

Bobby Rivas came over drunk last night with 29 beers,

He said a bunch of shit in french & then passed out on my couch.

This will probably be my last memory of Bobby for awhile, because he is moving to New Mexico to complete his french major. Bon au revoir & le Bon professor rivas!

I saw your arms in a dream. And there were blue veins.

2007-11-18T19:33:00.000-08:00

Last night was mine & Kaia's last night drinking for twenty days!

When Kaia called me to "De-brief" about the night before while nursing our hangovers we decided we aren't drinking until her birthday on December 10th.

So instead of getting sloshed every Friday & Saturday night we're going to bake, read books, watch movies, & I'm going to study my French! We'll see how this turns out..

stupid death can wait.

2007-11-17T13:02:00.001-08:00

2007-11-10T14:34:00.000-08:00

So cool!!

Sweet, sweet Eugene, I hope you find your way out of the pasture.

2007-11-10T13:53:00.000-08:00

Want to know why I'm excited?

Because, Kaia is back from Africa! And she wrote a new song about a little girl she fell in love with in Africa. It made me want to cry like the lushy-Scorpio mess that I am.

We went to Erick & Kyles to watch a Disney movie about a cooking rat in France.

Shy is the best dog in the world!

Bad kids all my friends are bad kids

2007-11-10T13:33:00.000-08:00

I love you more than being seventeen.

2007-11-06T22:45:00.000-08:00

Eighteen years ago today my mother gave birth to me.

Hide me in the shack behind the house I grew up in 'till I'm ripe.

2007-11-05T14:17:00.000-08:00

"Sometimes life just really throws its nausea all over you. Unrequited love, wanting to stab fellow beauty school classmates with your shears, watching friends grease it up for a sleazy night, and trying to find meanings in the most meaningless of all things. Scorpio paranoia is like fucking with dynamite and putting all your happiness in the hands of goons. You need the Holly Golightly's 'My First Holly Golightly Album' to get over how bummed you were this weekend."

Vinny just described my life now, perfectly the way I have been trying to describe it all week. Thanks for the advice physic Pisces.

Move, baby, move your life is falling on you.

2007-11-03T14:48:00.000-07:00

"... where there was nature and earth, life and water, I saw a desert landscape that was unending, resembling some sort of crater, so devoid of reason and light and spirit that the mind could not grasp it on any sort of conscious level and if you came close the mind would reel backward, unable to take it in. It was a vision so clear and real and vital to me that in its purity it was almost abstract. This was what I could understand, this was how I lived my life, what I constructed my movement around, how I dealt with the tangible. This was the geography around which my reality revolved: it did not occur to me, ever, that people were good or that a man was capable of change, or that the world could be a better place through one’s taking pleasure in a look or a feeling or a gesture, or receiving another person’s love or kindness. Nothing was affirmative, the term 'generosity of spirit' applied to nothing, was a cliché, was some kind of bad joke. Sex is mathematics. Individuality no longer an issue. What does intelligence signify? Define reason. Desire – meaningless. Intellect is not a cure. Justice is dead. Fear, recrimination, innocence, sympathy, guilt, waste, failure, grief, were things, emotions, that no one really felt anymore. Reflection is useless, the world is senseless. Evil is its only permanence. God is not alive. Love cannot be trusted. Surface, surface, surface was all that anyone found meaning in ... this was civilization as I saw it, colossal and jagged."

Sick people are safe.

2007-10-29T11:00:00.001-07:00

I was born to remember a song about love.

2007-10-25T17:34:00.000-07:00

IMPORTANT THINGS!!

I'll give you anything.-Everything you want, If you want things.

2007-10-19T22:03:00.000-07:00

I got really drunk at work right now. I drank an entire Styrofoam cup in Chianti. Everything seems really sincere & romantic when you've drank an whole Styrofoam cup of Chianti. Through a straw.

I belong to the blank generation.

2007-10-18T21:11:00.001-07:00

Dinner with Maria! We've become strangers because our lives are so busy & full of obligations/responsibilities/broken cars.

I explained to Maria why I am freaking out!

I freak out for a second about every two weeks. I think I'm done now. I'm just bored with my routine & disgusted by the people I am forced to coexist with. I need to be excited about something! I am now totally finished complaining.

2007-10-16T23:46:00.001-07:00

You don't need a weather man to know which way the wind blows.

2007-10-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

In his prime.

Storm in my room, I get a little used to you.

2007-09-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

Plans for the week: to get healthy (shake this three week flu from hell) & cry off this emotional weirdness I am feeling right now.

Have the positve vibes run out?

I'm sitting here waiting for something to happen.

2007-09-27T18:13:00.000-07:00

Adam's art show Saturday night.

The Fuckin' Kenny's played. There were copious amounts of jug there. There was a lot of dancing. Things got fuzzy fast.

"Fuzzy" is what happens when you drink wine. Not "buzzed", but "fuzzy" think about it next time you're drinking wine. It happens the most with red! Anyway, Kristin & I stole some bad wine from a frat party & I spent the rest of the night pretty miserable.

This weekend I think I'm going to get stoned for the first time in months listen to can & try to sleep for an entire day.

Weeeeeeeee!

I think you are the sweetest thing. I wear a coat of feelings and they are loud.

2007-09-16T13:39:00.000-07:00

Mariana Martins, the apple of my aorta is in town! Thank goodness for Jewish holiday's that bring my favorite lady home for a visit!

Happy Rosh Hashanah everyone!

The meeting of two favorites!

Miss spehn was even there! She needed the positive vibes.

Tyler's last night in town. Things got pretty wild!

Bye Brazil & Tyler!

Cheap acid, soft focus, I was sixteen.

2007-09-16T12:19:00.000-07:00

Paris got a Tucson tattoo to celebrate his moving to Portland. hahaha.

He is probably on a plane right now

I really don't know what these two are going to do without each other

The Fuckin Kennies played. Arian wrote a song for Paris & his dad came to the show. It was all so happy. So sad!

Bye Paris! Good luck in Portland & remember all of us in Tucson when you're drinking whiskey!

As sad As it seems You’re turning blue In my dreams.

2007-09-15T14:36:00.001-07:00

Tyler is in town! He is really one of my favorite most genuine friends that I know &/or ever had!

We talked while Tyler drank a rum & coke & a White Russian in like five minutes flat. What I guy! I will never in my life meet another Tyler Woods! All my favorites live in different states!

He got me high.

2007-09-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

It's starting to be fall. This is the best time of year.

Everything i want seems really fragile right now.

I really don't want to break it.

Positive Vibes.

sometimes reality is too complex for oral communication.

2007-08-25T19:33:00.000-07:00

Do it to him before he does it to you.

And lessons learned.

I ain't never gonna be the same again.

2007-08-22T14:05:00.000-07:00

This is a clip from the new Bob Dylan movie. It stars Cate Blanchett as Bob Dylan and David Cross as Allen Ginsberg.

I'm not sure what I think about it yet.

Dead Ends. Nasty Habits.

2007-08-18T17:00:00.000-07:00

Top 5 Reasons Why I Don't Go Out Anymore-

1. Isolation Equals Best Friend

I've kind of doing this thing that I do every time I go away. Even for a short time. Where when I get back I stay home, watch my favorite movies over & over again till I'm so sick of them, and re-read a favorite book till I feel like going out again. I hang out with my dad a lot, till I think he's sick of my neurosis. And Give my sister lots of advice on things I know absolutely nothing about.

2. Repeat Conversations & Awkward Banter

I really hate having the same conversation you had with someone the last time you saw them. Because you & this person don't see or speak to each other often you both have to ask each other the same mundane questions over again. "Oh hey, you still doing that thing you were doing last time i talked to you?" Yeah. "How's so-n-so?" Fine! Ahhhh. I'm not like this always. I just really don't have the Patience for it these days.

3. Disappointment

Whenever I am home & I have plans to go out I tend to get excited & have high expectations for the night, to see people, drink beer, & the like. Then I usually go home disappointed in the people I saw conversations I had, I probably said or did something awful & stupid (see "Impulsive") & wake up somewhere with a hang over. That's not fun for me & it's generally disappointing.

4. Immaculate Sleeping Schedule

I have just finally after what seems like a life long struggle, perfected my sleeping schedule! I go to sleep at 10 & wake up at 8 30. I fucking love it. It's great! & I don't want to fuck it up.

5. Impulsive

As of late I've had a tendency to make bad decisions out of boredom & my emotional state. So In order not to fuck up &/or do anything I will surely regret, I've put myself in a cage for awhile. I'm not saying I'm totally irresponsible & out of control, I'm just really bored.

PS. A girl left her bike at my house a few nights ago & I don't remember her name & I don't think I know any of her friends so if you were there & you know who she is let me know so she can get her bike since I'm not at my house at normal hours. Thanks.